Can't Be You, Can I Have You?

How if you can't reach his level, will you pursue?

Archimedes, Descartes, and Gauss

The abstracts of logical holocaust,

Thee like them, the hall of brilliance

His head full of complex alliance,

Neither have time nor happiness

Knowledge, reason of his busyness.

I am your shadow of bright

Once a prodigy as the light

Yet I can't be a master like thee,

Complicated to be your peer,

But I'm trying to reach the limits

Beyond, hoping to find hints

If you'll like back if I become you.

I can't climb to the mountains 

I can't fly in the heights

I can't go up to the extent

I can't do what you do

I can't be you

Do you still like me?

I am quite envy,

I am intimidated,

Why I can't?

Why I can't hold you even one touch?

Why I can't stand with you?

I admit I'm only one-fourth of yours,

I am your proxy, your counterpart,

If I can't be you, can I have your all?

I can sway to the wind with the thorns,

I can swim on the waves with the howls

I can step on journey with the blaze,

I can sit beside you with the difficulties

I have hope.

There's no you and me but I have hope.

Wishing you'll realize the totality

That there's chance

To have you even I can't be you.