Myself

The conflict behind where no one sees

A look over your shoulder 

the pitiful younger you;

before the poison and your heart grew colder.

I see you looking at me,

the person you wanted me to be.

I see the disappointment ,

of the feelings I let go and the ones I kept.

Telling myself it's just to hold.

I fight with you everyday,

To school my emotions and hide what no one knows.

You're smart enough only to have me disappointed,

It's a shame that everything you told me would never come true.