Being judged

I'm being judged for a lot of things...

All those monsters,
All those tear hunters,
Who we call people,
Who say we are all equal,
But they believe,
They are superior.

The size of their ego,
Makes me sick,
Here opened door why wont you go
I can't pick,
Who to love.
Why not take off that glove,
And fight like a man.

You're bothered, you feel sick,
You think you've got the right to tell me, who do i give my heart to?
Well, why wont ya go to hell?
Screw you,
I don't care.

I don't expect you to love me,
I can't and i wont.
I wont say you are right,
Cuz in reality, you aint too bright.

What do ya know?
I aint got no more tears to shed,
Enough i had,
I aint afraid of you.
Never cried cuz of you,
Your empty words, aimed at my hurt
Aint worth jack s**t.

Instead of judgement,
Look into yourself,
You still don't care about me,
All you care about is feedin your ego.
You got no right to judge me,
Or anyone else.

Maybe you think your huge ego
Is the way to go,
But it leads one way,
And it aint the right way.

Yeah, you're right,
I aint straight,
But don't feel bothered,
Hmm...maybe you're just a coward.
Hiding behind your lies,
In reality, your worth dies.

You judge me for that,
You also judge me for not believin
All those lies, we call religion.
You judge me for being honest,
For not followin what you call cool
You think i'm a fool,
Cuz i dare to say what i think,
I listen to the music i like,
Not the one that makes you high,
But in reality, not even you like,
You just listen cuz its the "Cool" stuff.

Who the hell cares?!
Ya don't like me one bit,
What? ya think its a lethal hit?
Find someone else you can mess around with.

Kill me, do the world a favor,
Really, its a sweet flavor,
But then do it, don't just tell me,
That the likes of me,
Should be exterminated.

Whoa...watch it,
I'm radioactive,
And spread a million viruses.
So get the hell outta here.

Ya tell me what to do,
How to live my life,
Ya tell me i need help.
I tell ya, its the other way around.
Look into a mirror,and judge the one lookin back at ya.
That one deserved all your empty words.

Author's Note

Venting write. Sorry if it was rude.

Reviews

[Max]

You are so right with this one. It is so relateable. And about people who say they wont judge you... I bet that by now, all your "friends" forgot to say hi, and ask how are you. I know, because that happened to me, after I told them, that I'm not straight. "It's okay, I don't mind. We're your friends, remember?." and a few days later, they forgot about it all.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Yeah, they all forgot about me. Anyway, i really don't care about them anymore. If they really are my friends, then they'll remember me...but it wont happen. Anyway, not important, atleast i know, that you are a real friend. :) I'll close my account. We have a message thread, so we can talk. And if by some miracle they ever think about talking to me, they have one too. Thank you, for really being here. :)

[Max]

Hey, don't close your account. You have us, on here. Well, I for one will be here for you. :) As for those people... It is their loss. They don't know, that they just threw away the greatest friend anyone could ask for. Anyway, I like your new profile pic. :)

[Creator]

I guess we all have to let it all out sooner or later. Very well written. And yes, society can be cruel, and we feel bad when other people say stuff about us, and I have noticed that egoizm is "trendy" these days. Most of the people are full of themselves, and think they are God... And all that leads to many things, but it certainly leads to one that you wrote about... People give themselves the right to judge others. I am not gay, like you are, but I will not judge you for that. Like you said, you can't pick who do you love. Again, just maybe look through the poem, and see if you can change anything for the better... I really have no thoughts about where or what exactly you should change, because it is a great poem. Thank you for sharing.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

You are right! Thank you :)

[Creator]

You are very welcome my friend. :) I must say, that while you are three years younger than me, you are more mature than most people I know, and they are mostly all my age.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Lol...thanks :) i know, i know...i'm welcome...just kiddin. lol.

[Creator]

And you are :)

[Cool Girl]

I will never judge you. You are my brother and I love you for who you are! Never ever feel bad about yourself because of the negative things other people say or do. You are a wonderful person and you are valued by many.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you sis :) i love you

[Cool Girl]

Anytime! I love you too :)

[Dani The Unreviewed]

You are awesome

[Cool Girl]

Thanks :) :)

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Any time sis :) any time :)

[Joel Armstrong]

I think you have made it clear of what you think about those who judge you.something about human nature that still surprises me.we are pretty much judgemental about everything. In the process we forget to judge ourselves .I guess its something we all have for to learn.
Stay strong Danny : )

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you :)

[Joel Armstrong]

Ur welcome : )

[A writer]

Danny, all those who judge you are worthless, stupid, self absorbed idiots. They have no clue, about you. They don't know that because of them, you, and many others live in hell holes. They don't see, that if anyone is superior to others(Like they think they are, but they are wrong.), then you are superior to them. Why? Because your ego is not as big as theirs. You are an awesome guy, you've got a huge heart, you have great talent, you have so much, that they will never have. They are stupid and blind. Don't let them bring you down I know you need some space, but please know, that unlike those who judge you, I love you. I've been judged for not being straight, and because I am myself. don't mind idiots saying their empty words about you. They simply just don't know.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

I see, that atleast you understand. Thank you :)

[A writer]

Yes, I completly understand what you feel about being judged. And you are the one who is right, not those who judge you. Screw them. You are worth much more than those who think they have the right to judge you.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you :)

[A writer]

You are always welcome :) And it is only the truth.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

You are so kind...and i treated you like...i'm sorry.

[A writer]

Please, do not worry about that. I understand why. I was really annoying...I should be the one who is sorry. But still, I love you, and want only the best for you. You deserve nothing less than the best. I should have just backed off when you told me so, and a lot of headaches could have been spared. I just didn't know, how else to tell you, that I love you. Cutie :)

[Dani The Unreviewed]

If you say so. :) Thanks for your kindness :)

[A writer]

:) Right now, I wish I was right there, with you, so I could hug you. Danny, you are awesome. Don't let anyone else make you think otherwise.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you :)

[A writer]

Any time Danny :)