The voices.

By Ashley

People tend to. 

Joke around about. 

Hearing voices. 

But.. 

It's not fun.

When the ones. 

That seem to be.

The strongest. 

Aren't my boys. 

It's those demons. 

That want me dead.

Want to see me hurt.

And they do their job.

They have gotten. 

Me. 

So many times. 

It's almost. 

Sicking. 

And most people.

See it.

As me doing this. 

To myself. 

How do I say. 

I've got so many.

Issues. 

That you can't even. 

Begin. 

To fathom. 

What it is. 

Like. 

For me. 

Every f*****g day. 

Cut yourself. 

Kill yourself. 

Make others hurt. 

Do what you can.

To make them feel pain. 

They chant. 

Over and over again. 

And I.. 

Can't f*****g take it! 

It's getting to the point. 

Where. 

I need to. 

Do something. 

To shut them up. 

But how can I? 

When I know. 

If I tried to. 

Tell someone. 

They wont believe me. 

What kind of world. 

Am I even living in? 

Author's Note

Just some more. On the whole insane thing.

Reviews

[Bound In Red]

I believe you and always will. I hope to help as much as I can.

[Wednesday Morning]

I think that at points, we all feel like we're insane. I did cut once. Everyone thought I was fake, lying, and all this other stuff. It was a nightmare. But, we do get through it. I hate to advertise on this website, but, this blog helped me build confidence within myself. http://allofmysecretsrevealed.tumblr.com/ I hope you can at least try to keep it together. And, if it helps, I care. Good read, thanks.

[Kitten]

I can understand how hard something like that can be. And thank yew. I will check out that blog when I can.

[- - -]

Again relatable...-hugs tight- I'm sorry my Ashy...

[Kitten]

-hugs back- It's alright.