5 years

By Ashley

Seventh grade..

Is where it really started

I remember.

That first cut.

Like it was yesterday. 

I remember.

The first time I wanted

To die. 

I was young. 

Yes. 

But. 

I was sure.

That living. 

Wasn't meant for me. 

And it just got worse through. 

The years. 

Cutting. 

Is an addiction. 

I don't give a s**t. 

About what anyone says. 

And when your made to just quit. 

Your depression and need for it.

Comes back at light speed. 

Trust me. 

But I've made it this far. 

And I hope. 

So very much.

That I can keep going.  

Reviews

[Boy of the red]

for me it all started in fifth grade. it is an addiction and it only gets worse as you go along. im four months clean. its killing me but im proud of it. keep going

[Kitten]

I know how yew feel. I'm not sure how long it's been for me. And thanks.

[Boy of the red]

ever need to talk im always here

[Kitten]

Good to know. Thank yew.

[Janice Fronek(red.panda..]

thats true, when you start cutting you can never stop, the feeling of dying is so powerful it takes the control over everything about yourself. i could remember the first time i did it, and the last time. the first time i did i couldn't stop nor think of what was going on until i had done it to myself....
it's a great write I like it

-janice

[Kitten]

Very true. And thank yew.

[Janice Fronek(red.panda)]

your welcome :)

[Sagar Waingankar]

What's next after ending up your life? There's much more to explore, than to give up so soon! Take care!

[Kitten]

Thanks.

[Bound In Red]

I believe you can sis.

[Kitten]

I know.