The call

By Ashley

It rings loud. 

Wanting me to give in. 

To break. 

To let is flow out. 

But that's not the way. 

To release pain. 

It gets me no where. 

But yet. 

When I'm hurting like this. 

It's my go to. 

Which I hate to have to admit. 

But.. 

It's true. 

And I know. This isn't going to stop. 

Until I do.. 

But I can't.. 

It will just make things worse for others.. 

I know it..