Quitting

I'm sorry for this now.

I can't do it. 

Putting on this show. 

Like I'm someone's 

F*****g puppet. 

Acting like. 

I want to live. 

Like. Life is ok. 

When it's not. 

I've been trying so hard. 

To look on bright side of things. 

For people. 

To help them. 

When I'm drowning. 

Reaching for the surface. 

Just to be pulled down deeper. 

I've given up. 

On staying clean. 

On trying to like eating. 

And really. 

There is nothing anyone can do. 

If my sister

Grandmother 

And Damon. 

Can't talk me out of it. 

Then who can? 

I know you all will try. 

And I'm sorry. 

To breakdown now. 

But I can't do it anymore. 

I can promise. 

That I will hide it though. 

We can all just. 

Go on like I never said anything. 

Like none of you know. 

I'm crumbling. 

Reviews

[unbrakable fragile gir..]

I loved the emotions. it really made me feel a bit of your pain and sorrow . I hope you can get through this.i loved the forma,t Very well writen all around great job. im sorry that your haveing problems.if you ever need to talk, just message me i would be happy to hear your story and be the outlet .

[Kitten]

Thank yew.