Numb

I hardly feel anything anymore. 

Nothing but a pain in my chest. 

I'm not sure what's become of me. 

Waking up is harder and harder. 

Even when I drag the blade over my skin. 

I can hardly feel it's bite. 

What's wrong with me? 

What has happened to the happiness I once had? 

Is she not enough anymore? 

But she's the the best thing in my world. 

Maybe it's just me. 

I'm sure it's me. 

You my dear. 

Are wonderful. 

Don't put this on yourself. 

It's all me. 

I swear it.