Weak

I'm sorry for what happened last night. 

I have everyone so scared again. 

I can't stop shaking. 

My heart feels like it's stopped beating. 

I just want to cry or throw up. 

He should have never saw me like that. 

And I can't even bring it up to my friends. 

Because I know how it will effect them... 

I'm so very sorry. 

But I guess.. 

Now they will know...