What have I become?

Saying and thinking things I never would. 

Not knowing where to place myself. 

Not knowing where to go. 

What's happened to me? 

A few days and I'm a mess.

Can my life never be ok? 

Ok is all I ask for. 

Not even good... 

I guess I might as well give up. 

Nothing is going to get better. 

No matter what I do..