Beautiful

...I need new inspiration...long story short, I loved someone, so much , she had to leave becuse she was only going to be there for a year, I knew this when I started falling for her, she was an amazing artist and out of fear of getting hurt, I broke from

A beautiful rise building ,

deep inside me,

but looking at this ceiling,

the painting does not fit me,

 

call it love,

I call it falling,

call it love,

I call it a false calling,

 

only for me,

gift for you,

a curse for me,

but not for you,

 

battered and bruised,

I lie down,

confused,

and unsound...

 

hear my silent,

but bitter scream,

as I drive by my violent,

yet passionate dream,

 

extinguish the pain

let it roam

to another in vein

or to another home...

 

again it is you

but your staring a mirror...

no...it's me you see through

because my reflection becomes clearer

 

you turn, and gaze

with soft eyes you smile

I blush and raise

the eyes that beguile...

 

you come closer...

and I realize you approach me

I become cheeks turn rosier

and your arms wrap tightly

 

around my neck...

and the moon is shining

but I can't forget

how we tryed to be the undying

 

how I realized that we

as true ones at heart

can't come back to be

like it was from the start

 

tears flow down

destroying the ecstasy

and woke up of sound

to hear the crickets sleeping

 

and tears once again come shedding down

as the one I loved can never be found...

as the girl I onced loved can never re-live

as the person I am, I can never...forgive

 

(forgive me, my love...)