Paranoia

Poem

Suffocating in the midst of horror

I cry out to the walls for an answer

the walls which I can hear

The walls that puts me in fear

 

I am heavily clouded

by the choking voices surrounded

around me and I feel toyed

or am I just paranoid

 

I feel as if love won't speak with me

but if it does it deceives me

again I feel annoyed

or am I just paranoid

 

The blood writing bathed on the walls

causing the words to scream as they are called

by my bitter-tear croaked noise

My tears  acting as a voice

 

I'm losing it

I feel like s**t

I'm caught in a void

or am I just paranoid

 

The words never stop

My voice is choked up

My screams are silent

but the expression is clear

 

My mind is lucid

But my body is still rooted

to the heartbreaking loss

and going back to the frost

 

shaking with every vibe

with my heart twisted and writhed

and my thoughts in anguish

no wonder I'm caught in this grimace

 

My arms covering my head

as if being beaten until dead

Tell me am I being destroyed...

or am I just paranoid.............

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Author's Note

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