Feeling that you’re Hated

Feeling that you’re Hated

Why do I feel like I am being hated by everyone?

These tears I hide from everyone doesn’t help me focus,

And the fact of being abused doesn’t help me,

Emotionally, mentally, verbally, and physically…

I have all these pains and nearly no one cares…

 

Very few have noticed my behavior and attitudes changing,

But they never asked until the last moment…

Almost everyone ignores what is showing on the outside,

And very few notice what is showing on the inside…

What is being kept hidden from everyone…

 

My family ignores the fact that my behavior is changing,

They never know what fully interests me,

I am feeling that I am hated…

Because I get accused for mostly everything…

Especially what happens every day.

 

I wish more than several people would understand my pain,

I wish my family knew my interests and understood why,

I wish I could have a better life…

But what I have right now is what I have to live with…

Even if it hurts me more than it has before…

 

Having emotional distress, stress, and depression…

Isn’t the greatest combination to have…

My pain has followed me for about seven years now,

And it keeps me the way I am now…

The past can’t be changed, only the future…

 

One third of my life is ruined by friends and family…

Who is out there that I can trust now?

Why does all this pain hold me down?

Why am I still here when I wish to not be?

These questions are already answered…

 

Someone please help me with this terrible life…

I would rather be in a paradise…

Than be straight in hell on land…

The joy of being gone from hell…

Is my only wish to be alive…

 

This angel is dying from the inside…

Reviews

[♪Barklight♪]

"This angel is dying from the inside," I know how you feel Anthony. It's a good poem though, well structured.

[Angel With A Shotgun]

I think the pain in this is really strong, and if you need anyone to talk to!
Other than that, this is beautiful.

[EileenMarie]

Have you showed this to any of your teachers?
You have talent but the pain is obvious and you need that to stop!

[Perfect Mistake]

Loved how you ended it. After reading the next stanza the piece got better and full with more emotions. I thought this was beautifully written :3

[Anthony Q Armstrong]

What did anyone think?