motivation

tension that brings

the conflict, conflict

which brings the

fight, fight that brings

the pain, pain that

brings the blood,

blood that brings the

haze, haze that brings

the slowing, slowing that

brings the edge, edge that

forces prime alertness,

alertness that shocks the

heart, heart that beats the

mind, mind that refuses to

submit to death, death that

loses again, loss that

gives any quality to the life

of the living at all,

life of the living strolling

aimlessly (looking for a

primal f**k), seeking &

ye shall find in the pants of

another, getting hold of

what one wants by any means

necessary, getting off,

getting off & getting off

again, spurting, exploding,

gushing, quaking, shuddering,

shivering, convulsing

(eyes closed, senses blinding in

orgasm---flatlining for

nanosecond where the heart

beats a thousand miles a minute),

bathed in the cum of another,

room filled with the remnant of

the feeling that subsides so very

quickly, comfort soon leaving the

stage, anxiousness visiting again

& good ol’ tension rearing its head

again.