feeling better (& the corresponding side-effects)

nowyoufeelbetter&

foramomentitallseems

alright/nowitseemsthat

ifyouputonefootinfront

oftheother,itwillbeeasy

towalkagain/butisn’t

thishowitallbegan?isn’t

thisthewaythatyou

woundupwhereyou

werewhenyoubegan

tofeelbad?andthefeeling

startstofloodin/andthe

wanttoremedysubsides

becausechaosisthe

comfortableplace/

anguishhasalwaysbeen

thereforyou&misery

haslovedyourcompany

sinceyoucanremember

meetingitwaywaybackin

theteenageyears/so

youbegintobecome

suspicious/nowyou

begintostartlooking

overyourshoulder

againbecauseanxiety

iswhatallowsyouto

focus/anxietygives

you reason,itgives

youmeaningina

meaninglessworld&

allofasuddenitisclear,

you’reaslavetotheyou

thatwantstobeaslave