Meds and love

Just rambling

I take meds to stay sane

I take meds to sleep 

I take meds for anxiety 

The sleep meds work

Anxiety meds with alcohol 

I don't remember s**t

But my girlfriend does

Man does that piss her off

So I don't mix anymore

Anxiety meds are "PRN"

Means "as needed"

So I don't take them everyday

When I was using steroids

I took more anxiety meds 

Juicing winds your a*s all up

I drank more too 

I felt indestructible is why

Steroids will do that to you

My girl didn't like that either 

So I'm off steroids right now

I've lost a good 25 lbs

and I'm much weaker 

I don't like that at all 

I like being gigantic

and lifting stupid heavy weights 

so the temptation to go back on 

is always beating around my head

But I promised I'd train clean

So that's what I have to do 

That's what you do in a relationship

You compromise  

Author's Note

Compromise is a HUGE part of a relationship. Never forget that kids

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

a good lesson here, Mark.

compromise is Most wise.

[Baby Ricochet]

Thank you Jacob

[Corset]

Loved the way you just ambled about in this before getting to the real point, which is of compromising
with who is most important in your life, cause the alternative can be way worse than withdrawals.

[Baby Ricochet]

That's for sure. Thanks Corset

[Cassie]

yah true that....compromise but sometimes its really hard

[Baby Ricochet]

Yes it is. Thank you Cassie