looks

(memory reboot - narvent)
leaning in stress. i am walking down the street, the city bustle; it starts raining. tired. 

loneliness and faces, 

among the crowds i surround myself with.

suddenly, i hallucinate. visions. her holographic touch. 

psychedelic.

i lose the many people i once knew, i cant bear the pain of loss;

my head plagues with thought. 

i know now that i must let go.

summer breaks and winter essays, my dark pervasion;

impulsivity. i stand across.