Sooner is better than never

I don't want you 

in my head

anymore. 

My body is the only thing in yours. 

We('ve) hurt each other 

in such a short time.

Two days

it took me to realize

that not loving you

was a lie

I fell, I fell.

I scraped my knees

two days 

it took me

to stand back up again

I guess

Sooner is better than 

never

but later

would be better than sooner

I wish we lasted a little longer

I wish I was a little stronger

I wish I didn't feel this way

which you don't deserve

because you treated me 

with no dignity.

I fell, I fell. 

I scraped my knees

Two days

it took me 

to stand up again

Yes, I used you too.

I saw it in your eyes

that were glossy and red.   

But make no mistake,

in the mailroom that night 

it wasn't supposed to be a fight. 

Kiss my forehead 

goodnight. 

I'll see you again.

In my dreams at least,

When I think of July '17.

Goodbye, Goodbye.

It was meant to end.

There is no mend.

Sooner is better than never,

but later is better than sooner.

I fell, I fell.

I scraped my knees

two days

and the bleeding stopped

I got back up

I'm standing again.