It hurts.

  people say that every perfect relationship has its secrets.

I thought ours was one of the few that didn't

but when i saw you with her 

it was like a burning sword,

threw my love filled heart,

the tears ran down my face

in rivers of pain,

its been months later 

you still ask me for forgiveness 

and to take you back because you screwed up.

you were my first real boyfriend 

and I'm always going to have a special place for you,

but I'm permanently  scared 

it will happen again

should i forgive you?

or forget you?