Where Did I Go?

Where Is My Faded Light Today?
Something Here Is Not Right Like Yesterday
Faith Speaks When I Close My Eyes
Corrupting My Strength Through All My Tries
Oven Degrees Faking The Fall Back Against The Wall
Ive Been Invited To Listen To Those Who Paralyze Me Feeling So Tall
When The Sun Goes Down The Light Hasn't Betrayed Me At All
Just Put Me In Another Place Where There Is Someone Who Calls
Who Could Hear The Sad Piano Playing When There Are Deafening Cries
Eventually Most Things Fall Apart Beyond The Path Of Lies
The World That Was Going To Be Given To You Is Lost Like I Always Lose
This Is Probably The Last Time I Write About You,Without Being Able To Choose
Those Thoughts Dwell Like The Lacking Of Self Control
I Have Felt This Way Before So Damn Insecure With Hurting Wounds That Wont Stop They're Patrol
Its Incredible The Way It Affects The Emotion Wrapping It's Arms Around Me
I Can't Believe I Got Caught Into The Grip Of The Worst Now It Will Never Let Me Free
From The Sides Horizontal,Vertical Top To The Bottom Side To Side Unattended
Know This Is How I Fell The Story Of How I Ended
The Memory Will Find Me The Darkness Is Holding Me Tightly Until The Sun Rises Again
I Can Still And Will Regret The Way I Acted I Should Have Looked Out To The Top
But This Is Right I Deserve The Mythology Of My Own Demonology By Myself