Answers No More

Doing right is the same as doing wrong, never know what to do anymore, try try try again and still no grace, answer I have none,

I feel like a black rose that looks perfect yet shows its imperfections so easily, it feels like heaven is so far away, it stings so bad when I don't know what more to do, I don't know what more to say, I don't know what more to give,

Maybe I am just too complicated,
Maybe I am just too wicked,
Maybe I am just to aggressive,
Maybe I am too much for you to bare,

My own skins doesn't feel like mine,
My own thoughts almost diseased,
My own feelings in a state of torment,
My own stresses are overwhelming me,

I wish heaven didn't feel so far away,
Prayer might be my only point of reason, faith might be the only way I will find closure, repentance may be the only way I will seal my wounds and become a perfect human,

For without being perfect I can see no end to this pain I clearly cause, my fear of loss ulcer ates and eats me alive, I wish this road would turn... Just turn in my favor, please save it I need to be ok...its like the image in the mirror is the problem,

Nothing will change while these vultures linger, nothing will come right until a reconnection has happened, nothing will make this right until its realized, 2 forces so powerful to love yet more powerful to destroy,

Maybe its because I let life get in the way, I don't want to loose you yet it feels like you slipping, actually its me slipping because it all falls on my head all the time, I don't know what more to try...what more to do!

I wish we were in another place,
I wish we were in a happy place,
I wish we were the perfect ones,
I wish I could wish this all away,

I need a long look at myself because whatever I am doing or trying to do isn't the solution, I just wish I could see where I am going wrong, I just wish I could see what makes me so sick, I need to find a place to rest where I can be everything you want me to be,

Made from human clay I feel my imperfections cracking through, I feel as if I am the problem and need answers, drowning is coming and feel myself sinking, I wish it was just simple.. No outside pressures .. I wish it could just be right,

Answer no more is who I am, I feel like a faceless man and I have no identity,

Reviews

[Anna]

This is amazing. I can very much relate to this, and it brings up a lot of what I used to write. You have a lot of talent if you're writing, and I hope you continue to do it for a long time yet. My only constructive critisism I have, is to maybe shorten/take out a few sentences here and there to make it flow nicer. But still very good.