Don't Love Me

Wish i knew what love is

How so deeply I search

Search for those inner words

While I listen to Trey’s voice

I’m cut out of certain emotions!, wretched

I’m filled with wine and filled with knowledge

 

Love doesn’t love me at this moment

So I left love alone for a while

The romances I had are dead more will die

This faux of love have all become stains on my garment

All I have are the memories I wish I never had

 

I’m lonely again, I’ll remain this way

This lies are heavy, oh what a calamity

My acts in veneer, oh full of deceit

I’m lonely again, I’ll remain this way

Maturity in love, I don’t understand that part

 

I’ve cried to a lot of feelings

Feelings I pondered to be truthful

I failed in all the theories of truth, unfruitful

Neither am caring nor loving

It all dies after we claimed we make love

 

But I strike my guitar in my closet

Singing to thy name, could that be me loving you?

I put on a philosophers mind set, cud it be that I adored you

Oh please, please put my heart on a reset

I’m lonely but I need to love

 

I’m not so strong to hold on

Wished I could love forever

Busy? Yes, cheat? I’m bound to, lasting love? Never

Each tears I’ll cry, each moment we’d spend, hangs on

If I ever say I love you, call me a liar

Author's Note

I had lately being in what seems to be love but deep down me i know this are just obsessions and it burns me, i rather stay alone than deceive myself and get wasted on fake feelings