Remembering

happiness sometimes triggers pain

remembering

 

in the past
things sliped from the grasp of my mind
the memories fade
they leave and change
sometimes they were never there at all.

 

but slowly that has changed
now i remember it all
the words and the tone
and the harsh slap of the truth
i can't help but wonder if this iswhat everyone seems to want
to remember exactly what happens.

 

this only started because life started to look up a bit
and now i dont want it
if i have to remember all the bad
then i want to go back to when i remembered nothing
if happiness brings so much pain
i want it all to go back to how it was before.

Author's Note

be harsh and help me out here please!

Reviews

[darkgurl]

I think it's fine, I can feel the anguinsh in this, I think it's well written the way it is.