what will he decide?

Will he decide he wants me enough to just start something? or do i have to wait and pray his feelings dont change?

Head on his shoulder
Rising with each breath
His heart beats loud in my ear
Our fingers entwined resting on his lap
As we sit in a chair not meant for two
Me shivering (mostly) from cold even with the blanket
Content and happy
Not wanting to leave
He rests his head on top of mine
And I could almost cry
Because I’m afraid of what he will decide.

Author's Note

any thoughts? suggestions? idea? anything?? did you like it? hate it?
thanks for reading =) t[his was written on May 27, 2008, and as it is now we havent cuddled more than three times and i just keep wanting him more and more]

Reviews

[CLUTZ]

distance to me is scary. even though i keep my distance from people. guys are confusing and since i don't want to know what they will decide about me i usually don't make very many guy friends. the poem was good.

[Lexy]

Yes, I liked it. When someone is more distant... it just makes you want them more....