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its him... it shouldnt get to me, but it does, i cry for help and they go unanswered. the only person i have talked about this with (really talked about it with) wont even help me when i need it.

 

I shut the phone before I hear his voice

I know it will make my cry

my throat already tight.

 

I don't want the silence

I want him to yell

be angry with me

and make me cry

 

I want him to insult me

call me pathetic

and give me a reason to avoid him.

 

I want him to push me down

shove me to the ground

and shatter me.

 

I want him to use me

cut me to pieces

and leave me for dead.

 

I want him to do for me

what I can't do for myself.

Author's Note

anything you have to say, go ahead and say it, if you would like to rip me to pieces i would gladly accept it... if there is anyone out there, let me know.