august 10, 2009

its about him again...

tears slip from my eyes
and i scream at myself to stop.
stop caring
stop feeling
and everything will be okay again.
don't read his words,
you know all they do is hurt you,
saying different than what he told you.

Barry your head in the sand
everything will be alright again
no one will hurt you again.
hide away and stop your heat from beating
hide away and stop all this from repeating
its only an evil circle that gives you hope
and slowly slashes it away.

i lie to myself every minute
"they mean nothing to me
they could die and i would only be a little sad."

i cant pick up the pieces
when the little slivers get lodged in my fingers
slicing me deeper and deeper
whenever i try.
Things get worse and i want to die.

...

he never thought anyone could be like him.
he told me i was.

Author's Note

any thoughts? anything at all? i would like to hear anything you have to say

Reviews

[Suki]

wow this is REALLY GOOD. i totally get what youre saying. nice write :)

*and its bury not barry lol