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This sorta outlines the past 6 months (from October 07 to March 08) for me.

Swimming in the ocean.
I sat alone.
Sinking deeper and further,
I've lost my home.

As I peered up,
through the tarred muck,
I saw the shadows wrap around.
I thought, for sure, I was out of luck.

I softly came to a stop,
at the bottom of the sea,
and there I sat,
no one came for me.

But then a light
shot through the oceans deep,
and I peered into that sky;
the angels took me to Heaven's keep.

There I found peace,
with the angels above,
and bathed in their essence;
the three doves.

As I learned and grew with them,
I found who I wanted to be,
but then I realized,
I was alone in that tree.

So now I fall,
back to the demons from the grave,
and I live with them;
hiding in shame.

For all I wanted
was the flesh of one,
but alone I burn,
done is done.

Lust got me down here.
Can you let me out?
Find the keys
and open my cage,
so that I can stay with you
in Heaven's sages.

Don't let me fall.
Don't leave me here to die.
Please don't let me be the demon that was I.

Author's Note

Any helpful criticism is welcomed.