Departed

I fade away as time slowly passes day by day
I think of complex ideas like existence
perplexed how everything can change in an instance
and that’s when it all started the moment our lives parted

I still remember where we were
when you decided to leave this earth
I heard you scream as your head hit the stone.
I realized the screaming I heard was my own.

And then I collapsed to the ground.
I decided I never wanted to be found
I packed my things and ran away
But no matter how far I ran the thought of you would stay.

I had watched as your body flew through the air
You left me standing all alone up there
I guess there was nothing I could do
But there must be a way to be back with you

In my head is a constant hum
I can’t ignore it I’m about to succumb
It’s slowly driving me insane
I can’t much longer deal with this pain.

And that’s when I realized the answer
A way to once again be with her.
A touch with cold metal causing endless sleeping
At least now no one can hear my weeping.