To have?

Surely it will be better?

 

I

want

want

want

 

to feel nothing

to feel something

to feel better

 

I did not

want

want

want

 

to give my heart

to give my trust

to give my tears

 

I

want

want

want

 

to forget

to move on

to be healed

 

I did not

want

want

want

 

to say goodbye

to see the end

to miss you so much.......... 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[.]

This really explains very well the confusion that everyone can experience after a breakup and the desire to just speed up the process. CLEVER and POWERFUL

[Dave W.]

Thankyou for the review, I have been dealing with the temporality of friendships, there are friends that come into our lives for a long time or for a short time, I am thankful for the time I get with people but there are so many I just miss so much it hurts.

[Ms claws]

"Surely it will be better" you say in subtitle.
No. It will never be "better".
But it will be bearable.
Give yourself to yourself.
Let "you" have some fun.
You are still flesh and blood,
I promise, she wants you to have pleasure.

[Dave W.]

Thank you, I know that, I don't mourn all the time, just sometimes when I am not expecting it I get triggered and just break down.

[Ms claws]

@Dave W. As long as you "want" as you say 12 times, you will forge ahead. I'm cheering you on as I know others who know you are. Enjoy life, David.