The same old song.......

And so we return to that which was left behind, and truely I am a fool found wanting.....

How could I tell you 

what your words 

do to my spirit. 

Or the effect 

your mind has 

on my heart. 

Do you need the 

complication 

of a friend in love? 

NO! 

You need the peace 

of a friend who listens 

of a friend who's there 

You need the 

kind of love 

that sacrifices self. 

Time with you 

should be the fountain 

that satisfies 

and quenches any 

longing for more. 

Why cant I just be 

content with what I have? 

Why must the storm rage? 

Why is the world gray when you're gone? 

Why do I look for your return? 

Why am I on this path again? 

My God I hate the heart 

and everything it brings 

would that I could kill it 

never feeling again. 

let me become a eunuch 

to these passions 

I would rather not feel today...... 

Then you call  

I snap out of it, 

enchanted by the angelic song 

of your beautiful timbre

As Sisyphus 

I return to my beloved 

boulder of confused love 

and deafening silence.....

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Ms claws]

I'm so sorry.
I've finally come to terms; I think I'm jealous!

[ETERNITY]

Yeppers DAV-O...ONWARD...FORWARD....Why don't you send me another photo from the abandoned accounts you use...They are troves of info and pics to last a lifetime of fakery! Congrats!
Give me a big ole kiss. YUMMY!

[emmajoygreen]

'My God I hate the heart
and everything it brings
would that I could kill it
never feeling again. '

No feeling like that, my friend.. it isn't a help but a hindrance. When hurt has hit the emotions and nothing seems right any more, it might create the finest poetry BUT somehow slipping your sadness out of your mind and heart (yes, easier said than done) life can and does take on light.. and if you focus on that light, things can and will improve.. but you need to want them to - not cling onto them. Have learned that for myself, believe me. Keep smiling if and when you can, my friend.. one morning you might wake up with a smile on your lips and - looking in a mirror, might see your eyes are sparkling!

You write such fine words...your emotions spread throughout so openly but.. juggle a little and slowwwwly smile when you can.. please very much.

[Dave W.]

Thankyou, so very much. My friend

[emmajoygreen]

It's easy for someone to say/type but not easy to change deep feelings. But i truly, truly hope you will see more light as time moves onwards, Dave.

[emmajoygreen]

onwards - forwards.

[Dave W.]

I think it will, these are stormy seas I've been sailing, the moon has hid her face behind an overcast sky, and light comes in lighting flashes. The heart is a troublesome place and I am not sure what the future holds, yet I will hold on for dear life.

[ETERNITY]

And who has their hand up your a*s pulling the strings for you to talk? I know you are fake. The photo you sent as recent is fake. Get a life. This site is making a few bucks off fake books. Is it worth it?

[JessyJacob]

Hi Dave,
I just worried how people made him as sex toy when he was a creator, my mother Goddess told me, how he was shown and you know whoever it is nobody can dump truth and it will burst out like anything.....

Jessy Jacob.
I know facts are coming out..

[Cer]

I love it! Every word and every meaning that comes with it is so beautiful. The kind of love I can say only a poet can do, so beautiful, so pure, and so conflicting. It's a beautiful write and I hope after a while it hurts less, Kudos!

[Dave W.]

Thankyou for the kind words, I hope it hurts less as well, heart ache and loss and become faithful companions to me, despair and sadness my meat and drink, I suppose I am not going hungry for want of the valley...

[Neha agrawal]

Every word of the poem is heartbreaking. How much pain this poem contains is showing your pain and longing for love.
Amazingly portrait ☺

[Dave W.]

Thankyou kindly, there is alot of pain I am dealing with right now, mainly coming to grips with that which can not be obtained. I wrestle with a heart that desires to reach the end of the rainbow.

[Neha agrawal]

Sorry to hear that but everything will be alright soon

[John the Baptist]

Face it, Dave. You're hooked. Don't worry, it's just another lesson.

[Dave W.]

If I am hooked I pray to be released from it, thankyou sir for the reveiw.