I wish

Not sure anymore....But I am thankful just a little sad.

I wish I never met you,
I just want to forget you,
I cant believe I let you,
into my heart.

All the nights
we stayed up late,
and shared,
and laughed,
and cried,
for what?

Was I your lullaby,
your temporary fix,
till you found another guy?

Just a spare to get
you on your way,
I knew you'd
never stay,
we had our hellos
now you're on your way.
My trusting heart
you have now betrayed.

What a fool I
aloud myself to be,
in tears comes clarity,
in depth of sorrow
I can plainly see,
there was never
a you or me.

Even with this writing
it hurts like hell,
I have no mouth yet
I wish to yell,
to scream,
to wake from a tormenting dream,
but its not a dream just life and death of a soul..............

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Ms claws]

Your writing moves me so much.
Everything you write is worthy of its own novel!

[Dave W.]

Thnkyou Infinite, I dont think what I write is good but it is just what goes on inside and I have to get it out. I am going through a weird time in my life, I know my raison d'etre but am depressed because I am finding myself not wanting this path for my life, I am at odds with my creator and am lost at sea.

[Ms claws]

Dave, there is nothing more important than your existence. One word you write or say could change a life! God set the planets in order. He knows you.

[ETERNITY]

Oh gosh, David, I'm so glad you are not afraid to show your emotions.
I apply everything you write to myself but, of course, I know better.
My most recent write ...gosh, I'm embarrassed now.
I just think you are perfect.

[Dave W.]

Thankyou very much for the review, I wish I was better at writing, I think you are just being kind but I will take it.