Messed Up Life

Some of my problems...>.>

 When you love someone, but it goes to waste…could it be worse?

 

 Yes. Yes it could.

 

 That’s a line from the song Fix You by Coldplay if you didn’t know. But I know that answer since well, I loved someone, turns out he basically hated me, then things got worse.

 

 Here is my story.

 

 I told you I loved someone, right? Well, I told my friend Laura about it so she told me he didn’t like me very much. At all. I was kind of heartbroken, ok, I WAS, but that’s beside the point. I started crying and I didn’t know what to do. So I decided to stop loving him. (Why couldn’t my common sense kick in earlier??)

 

 So, the next weekend, the guy I used to love stalked me and Laura to the bowling alley. I just have to say, I was so pissed then I felt angry enough to kick someone’s a*s.

And then, yesterday…someone in my neighborhood got shot. I don’t know who, or why…and how they are doing. I just heard about it.

 

 Worst of all…Laura, I think you may cry by just READING this. Yesterday, about 2 hours after the gun shot, Laura told me about a friend of mine, Sarah and her best friend, Joy. Well, Laura accidentally got into Sarah’s messages and found notes between her and Joy saying stuff like I love you! And, I’ll always remember last weekend! We think Sarah may be bi now…we never thought she would be. Plus, Laura is a little jealous of Sarah, since Joy is supposed to be Laura’s BFF and now Sarah is.

 

 Man, things are so fucked up right now…

Author's Note

Ugh...>.>

Reviews

[Cheyenne]

:/ I kept thinking about the Sarah & Joy thing in gym class yesterday, and several times I almost started crying.