the pain i endure

i never thought i could let my guard down this low and i never regret that i did

what my heart feel is undescribable

every day i woke up with pain in my heart

everywhere i went i remember you

i still wish you are still here

my heart still beating in pain

there an emptiness since you left

eventhough i know how much it hurt

i still wanna miss you

i still wanna think about you

i still wanna remember all the memories

i still wanna go to those places

i dont care if i have to cry my heart out

just to endure all these pain

i dont care if i cant breathe

just trying to be strong

i dont want to lose the feeling

of missing you of loving you

this feelling is the only thing left of you

how hard how painful how miserable i'll be

i would not wanna let this go