Being Nothing

It's kind of short

Being Nothing

When you are nothing you feel like nothing. That is how I feel like nothing. I guess that's because I sit around and write my poetry. I do my homework and write my novels, but that's basically what I want. I want to be a writer. I want to achieve in life.

I think my writing is turning me into an outcast. I hate being the outcast.

I know my friends love and care about me.

That's a good thing to be loved. To feel like nothing is a horrible thing.

I was on the phone with my friend. I told her what I wrote in my uncle.

I have a voice that tells me I'm not worth it. I know I am worth something, but to myself I am worth nothing and that makes me nothing I guess.

She was kind of upset in a way because we are writing a story together. I told her that I regret being born. It is true that some people do regret being born. I don't know. I'm just guessing. Since I do believe I am nothing and everything. I still shouldn't think that.

Well that's really all I have to say on this matter.