Dear Georgie

A letter I started writing to Georgie....I know he is dead, but i am regressing my feelings.

Dear Georgie,

      If you were still alive I would not have this problem. It is like hard to deal with the way you went. The only reason you probably did what you did was because you could not deal with it. You would have been able to deal with it if you went to your parents. You should have because it would have helped you not hurt you. I understand that you were a teenager. Some teens can't talk to theirs, but you should have.
      Your parents could have gotten you some help which you needed. You didn't have to kill yourself. Your parents loved you. Your brother as well. Your brother is not able to handle your gone. I heard that he started problems too. School is not a place you should start trouble. I know you had some problems in school. You have talked to a guidance counselor. She/he would have helped you if you couldn't help your self.
      People in your school probably missed you. I know they did because some were your friends. They were affected by what you did. When you were planning to do this did you think of them? Did you think of your family? Did you think it was the best option? I guess you did since you killed yourself. You should have talked to me because I understand what you were going through. I understand a lot of things. That is why my friends love me because they know I can understand them. I have always tried to understand everybody.
       One person that really loves me for understanding was Tim Taylor. I know he doesn't love me now because he is always being a jerk to me. He does have his reasons and I guess that it is my fault, but I don't deserve what I get from him now. He misses me since I stopped talking to him, but I don't want to talk to him until he changes. Until he realizes that I don't want to be hurt or yelled at. Until he realizes that I am only trying to help him.
     I did love him, but now I don't. I just wanted to express all of this to you because I needed to let my feelings out. I can't keep everything inside. It doesn't help anyone when I do that.

Love,
Angela

Author's Note

Small letter...

Reviews

[Hippy]

its sad but it probly helped you and i saw a few problems like i think you should state parents again in the first paragraph when you are talking bout how its hard to communicate with them and shouldnt yourself be one word?