Every Night

Please read this....

Every night,
Before I go to bed,
I cry myself to sleep.
Sometimes because I'm happy,
Other times because I'm not,
It all depends on what my mood is.

Every night,
Is the same routine,
That I go through,
The night before.
Because I feel hurt,
Or pain from the emotional scars.

Every night,
The scars remind me,
Of something that has happened,
Before I met the person,
I would eventually fall for.

Every night,
Is the same routine,
I go through it everyday,
To get the emotions off my chest,
So I can sleep,
Without pain or grief.

Every night,
I feel the pain,
I softly cry,
So no one can hear me,
They are all sleep by then,
They can't hear me.

Every night,
I pray to God,
To ask for forgiveness of my sins,
To release the pain that I feel inside,
As I do this,
Tears are rolling down my cheeks.

Every night,
I try not to cry,
But the tears come anyway,
Because of the pain,
And all the hurt,
I have gathered in my heart.

Every night,
Is the same routine,
If you were here,
With me you would see,
The pain,
And the hurt that I feel.

But the truth is I don't want you to see,
What I go through every night...

Author's Note

This I needed to get off my chest.

Reviews

[HorrorMaster]

Very good I like it. It's kinda like a song.

[watch_the_world]

this is so sad, great vent,

[Daydreamer54]

Like I've always said, it' s good to vent! I* wish u the best and I'll keep u in my prayers. This was a very poignant write! :)

[Jonathan De Elvira]

okay...
an honest write...
you could made it more emotional if you know how or brave enough to play with words....
still, i'll give it credit as honest poem...tq