Memories

Memories will always be there even when you don’t

Want them to be there and you will remember

A lot of things and you tend to forget

Will come back and haunt you.

                Last night when I feel asleep I had a dream about my ex-boyfriend, Lars. I loved Lars for a time though it was only puppy love. I knew that I was going to dream about him though. My mother wanted me to try on my old Prom dress. I went to the Prom with Lars when I was a freshmen and that was four years ago. Or it will be in 2011.

                I have changed from when I was a freshman and people could tell and would worry about me. I am not the type of person people need to worry about. No one should have cared when I was a freshman because I was bold and strong. I still am sometimes, but lately I am weaker. In reality even the strongest people are weak. They just don’t realize it and they never will.

                These memories of my ex are just really painful. And the way we broke up just broke me. I couldn’t think straight. I fell into a horrible depression. He would still talk to me and I would scare him because of what I was saying. I did tell him that he couldn’t help me even if he wanted to. I didn’t know what to say anymore. We stopped talking and that’s that. I also need the pictures we took at the prom back. He never gave them to me..

                Now I can say I really am not happy having that dream…I’ll write about that next.

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

very powerful write, memories are a b***h, xD but they make you who you are today.