MNL-Chapter 26

Now...I actually feel bad....

Chapter 26

                I didn’t want to go home. I was in the middle of that alley way and curled into a ball. I was crying really hard. Why did he do that to me? I know he loved me still, but he took it to an extreme. My phone started to ring. I knew it would be mother. I didn’t want to get up from this spot. I was in so much pain mentally.

                I knew I wasn’t going to go home for a while. I was crying uncontrollably. I wonder how Jonathon was feeling now that he hurt me. Why am I even thinking about him? He was the one that just raped me. He took my innocence away from me. I cried a lot harder than before.

-3^rd Person-

                “Where is my daughter?” Marie thought in her head. Aubrey was never late from being picked up from school. She called the house phone. Mason answered the phone. “Hey, have you heard from your sister?”

                “No, I haven’t heard from her. Why?”

                “She hasn’t come to the car.”

                “Maybe she went to a club and forgot to tell you and is getting her books, Mom.”

                “You are probably right. I should stop worrying so much.” She said to Mason. Mason was starting to worry now too. Where was Aubrey it was not like her to be late?

                “I will just wait longer for her. I will see you when I get home. Your father should be home in five minutes.” Marie said to her son. Mason said okay and hung up the phone. He was worried about Aubrey.

                In the meantime Jonathon was feeling guilty about what he had just done to her. “Why would I do that? I just hurt someone I loved. Why was I so stupid? I should just die. I’m a terrible person?”

                Jonathon was getting depressed. He didn’t mean to hurt Aubrey, but a different personality took over him. Jonathon started to cry as he realized what he had done. It was too late though. He knew he took away her innocence. Jonathon had known Aubrey for years. He knew that she wanted to wait for marriage for anything like that to happen. “What I did to her was unforgiveable? I feel like such a jerk. I know I’m a jerk. She got a restraining order on me and I broke it. I should have just stayed away from her. I should have just complied with the rules. I should have been smarter.”

                Jonathon knew that Michelle was going to hate him more now if he had told her. He didn’t love her anymore. He still loved Aubrey deep down. Now she was never going to like him again. He was never going to be able to get him to forgive him. “I should just die. I don’t deserve life if I keep hurting the people around me.”

                He sent Michelle a goodbye forever text. “Michelle, I’m sorry I’m a screw up. I don’t deserve to live. I am just worthless. I don’t think you deserve the way I have treated you. Just know I did love you when I cheated on Aubrey with you. I just hurt her and I can’t forgive myself. I know you hate me right now if I tell you what I did. So I just want to say goodbye forever. This world will be better off without me.”

                After that Jonathon crashed his car into a tree. He wanted to get hurt to prove how much he loved Aubrey. He wanted to stay out of her life to make her time with Alex better. Jonathon knew he loved her. Seriously hurt his eyes started to close, but he was still breathing.

                Someone called 911 and the police were on the scene within seconds. They pried Jonathon out of the car. He was still alive, but he was barely breathing.

 

                It has been an hour since Marie had heard from her daughter. She was getting frantic now. She called Nicole. “Hey Nicole, have you seen Aubrey? Do you know if she was going to any clubs today after school?”

                “I haven’t seen her since lunch. She normally has literature club on Thursdays, but today is Wednesday. Why?”

                “She hasn’t come to the car. I can’t seem to find her anywhere? I wonder where she could be.”

                “I am starting to wonder myself.” Nicole said in a worried tone. Where was Aubrey? That was what was on everybody’s mind. What they didn’t know that Jonathon was dying in a hospital bed. Not even Aubrey knew that. She was still sitting in the alley. She was still crying. Her heart was broken in two again.

-Aubrey-

                I was tired of sitting in the alley, but I didn’t want to leave from there. It started to rain so I just decided to walk home. My whole body was shivering. I was having another bad feeling. I felt like I was losing someone that was once important to me. I didn’t know who it was, but I could figure that it was Jonathon.

                What happened to Jonathon though? I didn’t know, but at this moment I couldn’t care. He had just raped me and I didn’t want to have anything to do with him. I knew I wouldn’t be able to look Alex in the eyes at this point. I knew it was Jonathon’s fault for what he did. How could I confront my boyfriend? I don’t know if he would understand. Alex is a lot different from other people.

                I walked through the rain. I walked as far as my legs could carry me before I fell to my knees. I started to cry again. I felt someone touch my shoulder. I looked up to see Alex with his uniform on. He worked just up the street from the school. I should have known that I would be bound to see him. He looked at me with worried eyes. I knew my hair was a mess. My clothes were dirtied and my eyes were red from crying.

                “Honey, what happened to you? Are you okay?”

                I didn’t respond to his questions. I was crying again. I wanted to get up and run, but I couldn’t. I knew I should tell Alex what happened between me and Jonathon. What would he say if I told him? I don’t want to know his answer. I just didn’t respond to his questions. He picked me up and held me in his warm arms.

                I tried to break free of his arms. He held onto me tighter. I struggled for a couple of seconds and then I fell asleep in his arms.

Author's Note

D: I feel bad for this chapter, but I know my fans are happy...but I wanna cry....

Reviews

[Emunah June.]

IM GLAD.
YOU DSERVE THAT JON.

But poor Aubrey D:

OH NOEZ...I JUST THOUGHT....
Is she....gonna get pregnant?

[No name]

* tears fall *

[Leave me alone....]

awwwwwwwwwwww I FEEL LIKE CRYING RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! argh! i have too many emotions filling me up right now that i can't even find anything to say!!!

[Missy Moooooo]

oh my I mean I feel bad that he did that to her and then killed himself and i hate that she couldn't tell Alex.