What if..

Might my heart have been spared if i had slept a little longer that day. 

Might my lips have been left untouched by the poison of your kiss.

Might all those hours and all those days been left for me. 

Might i still be the person i was meant to be...

I have been left cracked but not shattered

weakened but still strong

was this your plan

 your goal all along.

I only ever wanted to be better for you. 

To be all you needed, all  you loved 

i wish i had known i would never be enough.