Vacant

I bite my nails when I need comfort.

I cry myself to sleep.

I cling longer to people.

Than expected.

I turn my phone off silent, before I rest.

Because I want you to interrupt me.

I cling longer to people.

Than expected.

I turn the fan on. 

Because it reminds me of that room.

I cling longer to people.

Than expected.

I count the minutes i'm awake without you.

Because I want to see how long I last.

I cling longer to people.

Than expected.

I think too much about the little things.

I waste time.

And I cling longer to people.

Than expected.