"If I could step the same river twice"

To the one I am in love with so bad

That day I wasn't aware of all the queries you ask me.

My cowardliness consumed my thoughts to lie to you.

I don't feel an excruciating pain before until I met you.

There were lots of changes that have had happened to me.

The touch of ours made me feel the love I am wanting.

I just now know how numb I was to ignore you.

You were in your deep pain  without me knowing.

The chances I wasted kept me crazy not to let it go.

I'm doing to get that chances to make it right.

But I regret everything what I did in the past.

It was now too late for me to do the fight.

Your heart already beats to someone so fast.

I don't know why it went this way so far.

I am now deeply so in love with you.

Collecting these tears of mine in a jar.

You were my day and night just so you know.

If I could step the same river twice,

Then I wouldn't repeat the mistake twice.

I told myself to stop for once,

But so hard I can't fix it only once.

Still seeking, wandering, and wondering for an answer.

Hoping one day your love will choose me.

I will hold on more and to you I will be the best lover

I am waiting for a day too you will choose me.

The best love is when both afraid to lose each other.

I can't lose you and give you up so easily.

Though, we may feel the same love together, 

Without a doubt, I love you to eternity.

Author's Note

Understand the content. If there's any gramatical errors, look for its content.

Reviews

[wordman]

a sweet tribute to the one you love

[Kath]

Thank you for reading my poetry.

[wordman]

my pleasure

[Kath]

Love lots to you.