Start from scratch

It wasn't until I caught myself disappointing myself and my family that I realized I didn't know as much as I thought I knew. I rationalized every step and decision I made, yet, ended up in the wrong place.

At that moment, I realized that I needed to start from scratch.

Of all the stages of my life, one am I most proud of.

When I was the type of person who could naturally find commitment and determination with the bad things around me,

and at the same time, make the people around me laugh and enjoy the moment.

The stage of my life I have continued to envy is when I cared more about reading, writing, and spreading happiness,

than money, dependencies, and intoxicants.

Before the emotional imbalances and experiments, I just wanted to learn and write down what was in my heart.

Where I went wrong is were many of us do.

Eventually, one or more tragedies can cause many of us to loose faith in ourselves.