im working on it

abscess again, and again

i flail about, spitting and crying

putrid, rotting, splitting

at the base of my spine

with my neural plate birth

a repulsive infection formed

vile and vapid, slurring and pussing

caking, crystallizing my spine

"can you tell me what thats like?"

well uh,

my joints, um, my muscles

lock up sometimes

and i do things, i feel things

this infection, it-

it splits me apart

one minute im well, well me

the other, im just playing the part

im sorry, im um not, 

im not really feeling like myself