Healing, Wholling...

I walk down a dark, lonely road
it isn't for the weak...
but i do it to find happiness
secrets of the universe I seek
and when I die, I'm not worried
because my soul I'll keep
I'll get some rest, some peace
from a world so faked and hurried...
enlighten me, i beg of you
show me what is real
i know it hurts but I keep trying
I just want to heal
It's really all I ask
Ego death to make me whole
Take off this sad, sorry mask
pull me from my lull
the pain is gone
but will never disappear
the residue resides
deep within, I fear
now the music can I hear
I finally see myself,
I look anew in a shiny mirror
I finally have my mental health