Await

The long call awaits me

A lot of things will I still need to achieve

Because

I'm so optimistic

So optimistic of this very thing

That is yet to come and behold me

I keep hearing voices

They keep calling depressingly

Which I'll try not to imagine

It help me in a tight grip

I might as well not try to keep

All those memories of what I should be

The made progress still

Overlooks the trial beneath it

As a hard worker for real

I'll try not to waste time

On something i'm not so passionate about

So on to what

I really love and which I'll like to do

Which is worth suffering for

Now till infinity.