untitled for now

lets see...thinking of that girl in california that used to live here just made me happy

your eyes brought me peace no matter how horrible things might seem
love is something I never gave much thought to
you always looked out for me every single time you could and
I always wanted to return the favor
I never really had that chance and you moved on with your life
you're out there in california now getting your life on track
every time I talked to you I felt safe, I felt secure
you made me happy infinitely
I might have made promises before
some of which might have turned up empty.
as for me, I keep looking deep down for my purpose.
I keep trying to find what makes sense
I keep trying to wonder why I was put on this earth.

but I'm going to swear this to you now.
I will always be there for you.
I might not be able to comfort and console you as I would have wanted
I might not be able to hold your hand through your worst times
I will burn..I will soar.
I will be a comet for you. 

Author's Note

as i said before all my writing is randomly set and written here. kind of what I'd do for myspace except I'm not there..I'm here right now haha../ other than that , not much structure, not much stability or subject consistency...just something my heart felt i had to write