dec 1

thoughts...

How time flies so fast 

I have my life figured out 

I went to heights 

I've been through my worst 

I was happy 

I was sad 

I was mad 

I was longing 

I felt love, 

but nothing compares to yours. 

Its been months, 

but it only takes one memory to feel it all again. 

I missed everything i had with you. 

I was happy once,

but the first December lingers still,

its shadows ache within me.

The night replays in quiet whispers.

There is no escape, no cure,

no path to feeling whole again.

This love demands my suffering,

a weight I carry, willingly or not.