I'm Fine

I'm Fine

I don't know how many times I've been aggravated, angry,

Don't know why I'm always pissed off or upset,

Maybe part of the reason is because I'm bored, low, even troubled,

I'm tired of feeling blue, insecure, tired of being sad.

I'm not fine all the time with feeling annoyed,

God, it hurts so bad when my heart is in pain,

I'm tired of being this unhappy,

I'm lying when I say I'm not at all vexed.

My entire life I have been baffled, confused, rejected,

Deep down inside I am depressed, glum, feeling unwanted,

And I can’t begin to explain why I am so down, sick, or neglected,

So, yes this makes me irritated, offended, and outraged.

How do I get over being bitter, hateful, insane?

When I'm discovering that I have been forgotten, outcast, stressed,

Left trying to figure out why I am so distressed, heartbroken, and scared,

Feelings are never what they seem when I'm so tired,

After all of this, I will utter the most used lie and tell you, I'm fine...

  9/14/2017

Reviews

[‘Thoughts In Time..]

Yes that’s what most of us do everyday say you’re fine but they aren’t- facing the truth and the feelings inside is the start to self- acceptance and healing without aggression pain and irritation- peace can be found within if we trade it out spiritually- flesh causes confusion- great words🌹

[Ghost]

Thank you for reading and leaving me a nice comment

[Donna]

I find myself also saying, "I'm fine." Its easier. To be honest, I had to go talk to a therapist that helped me understand my feelings.

[Ghost]

Yeah sometimes a therapist can help us learn how to get past this feeling thank you for reading

[sette]

earl, little by little the demons will stop haunting you and make you sad, why? because there is an angel beside you so treasure her and cherish her don't ever let her get away.

[Ghost]

Thank you lisette I am waiting for it all to stop hurting, and so I can heal

[sette]

and the time will come that you will start to heal

[Courtney Hough]

My friend. This poem speaks so much more then what was written. That’s when you know the poem is perfect. It conveys so much emotion in a short structure. Beautiful.

-Courtney

[Ghost]

Thank you for such a nice comment... Yeah I have days both good and bad... And writing is therapeutic and it helps... Thank you