These demons

I feel hatred and sadness

for no reason at all.

I am terribly selfish,

I am weird. I am different.

What is this I'm feeling?

Why are these demons eating me away

inside, slowly?

It's probably just me. I have a disease.

I am negative. Selfish, Cruel.

Ugly. Mad. Crazy.

Overcome with thoughts

that tell me I'm no good.

I should give up, let go.

Relieve myself of the voices.

Hang myself, slit my wrists.

Anything to make them stop.

Overcome with negativity,

I find solace in my blade.

My best friend, my savior.

What would I do without you?

Reviews

[Crispy]

Recognition of bad habits is the first step (and perhaps biggest) to separation from them.

You have a strong caring heart--- or else you wouldn't care. Fight for life. Make good habits. Become the actions you admire~*

[SuperVaish]

Thanks :) I am trying my best to fight them. It is very hard, but I'll get there. xx

[Crispy]

Yes, yes you will. Writing helps 8)