I Wish

I....I needed to write this. Person who this is about, please don't feel badly or guilty because I feel this way, you are amazing and you can't help it so please don't beat yourself up. I love you.

I wish
I could convince you
That life is worth living.

I wish
I could convince you
That you're not better off dead.

I wish
I could show you
How much you mean to me.

I wish
I could show you
How you changed my life.

I wish
I could convince you
That you are perfect.

I wish
I could convince you
That you are my everything.

I wish
I could convince you
To keep living.

But,
I keep trying,
And I just can't.

So,
If I can't convince you
That life is worth living,
I don't see a point of living it myself.

Because,
I am nothing
Without you.

I am
So very very
Sorry.

I am
So sorry
For failing you.

I
Love
You.

Author's Note

Umm....I'm not really sure why I even decided to post this, I wrote it because....I needed to I guess. It was a way for me to think through and figure out how I felt. Again, person who this is about, please please please please don't feel guilty or sad or be sorry, I love you so much and I don't want to cause you pain. I know you can't help it, please please don't feel bad.